Day 40
It feels never-ending all this, all this COVID-19 business. We are on day 46, I am a key worker, and I am trying to relax this Saturday alone with my thoughts. After a month, I miss my colleagues, my work, and the forward motion of life. I go through days of feeling totally fine and days of feeling totally blank, borderline depressed. One friend says we should try and have hope that things will get better, other friends say that the lockdown can not possibly end until we have a vaccine, and that is months and months away. What will it feel like to be finally free of all this? Will we all go insane and have this incredible party? I have so much time to do things in, but it is a lot harder to motivate myself to do them. This came as a surprised to me. Every so often I look at the news and hope that lockdown will be lifted. I know it was for the greater good, but at the same time, there are other costs. There have been so many costs. Did any of us think in January th...